Friday, June 19, 2015

decisions...kind of

So I've decided to stay in the San Diego area with the wonderful girls who were so kind to make their home open to me in my desperate time of need. I can't say enough about how much I love and appreciate these girls - I love living with them and sharing this part of my life with them. <3

As far as work goes, I was working for a temp agency as well as doing editing gigs here and there on the side. My first assignment at the agency was pretty cool. I was a customer service rep for an online mortgage company. It was pretty cool and consistent...for about a month, but I guess that's what it's like when you work for a temp agency, who knew! This was my first experience.

Now, however, I want to refocus on a job that will actually lead me closer to a full time career. I'm not entirely sure what that looks like, but I figure that as long as I keep working on film projects I'm good, right? We'll see. Sometimes I feel like a lost, confused little soul, looking everywhere to find where she belongs, but at the same time, looking nowhere, if that makes any sense. I just tend to want to try new things all the time. I want to experience adventures and explore the unknown so much that I loose focus on one thing that I should be striving towards. I'm still not entirely sure what that one thing that I should be striving towards looks like, but I guess maybe starting in the area I got my degree in may just be a good start. ;)

Anyway, I definitely don't have any answers, I don't even know where I'm going or where I'll be in 4 months, but I've decided to just live in the moment, love those I'm surrounded with, trusting that God will lead me where He wants me.

Well, thanks for reading!

Love,
Ivana